Sunday, March 22, 2009


"We must learn our limits. We are all something, but none of us are everything." -Blaise Pascal

Random quotation about expectations.

So many changes and incidents have happened in the past 2-3months. Discouragements, one after another. All part of a cyclical nature in life maybe? But I guess life isn't cyclical as life is unpredictable as they all say.

Decisions, both small and big, are all part of life's cycle. Time is not a factor but I'm still quite confused now about what decision to make. A safe route or a risky gamble? I don't know which to choose. Either choice will result in two completely different outcomes.

Maybe I don't even know whether what I'm deciding on is the right option.

I'll be going to the School of Infantry Specialists (SISPEC) tomorrow. I don't know what to expect. I guess I'll be seeing many unfamiliar faces as most of my school friends got posted to OCS. I wish you guys all the best for your 9months there. It was nice bumping into you guys randomly in BMT and it always made my day.

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Monday, March 16, 2009

This morning at 8am, I was probably having a nice dream when my grandma woke me up and passed me the phone. I was like "who on earth would call me up at such an unearthly timing..."

A sudden realisation came upon me that there is only one person who could possibly call me up at 8am in the morning and I got totally sian right at that moment. That is the duty sergeant.

Apparently, my buddy *ahem* fell sick. So, I had to take over his guard duty today. Which lasts all the way till tomorrow. So much so for telling myself I won't breathe in Tekong air for a long long time. Haha.

Dang, I should be in VJ now at junior's floorball camp, followed by lunch with leslie at ECP and then on a cycling trip to changi airport with classmates followed by dinner. Take some nice photos maybe, of aeroplanes flying overhead. Sorry to those I'm supposed to meet today about not making it.

I can't blog my feelings out now but you should know how I'm feeling. And I have only one thing on my mind now which I want to do but I won't say because it's too evil. Haha. :P

So it's back to Tekong for 1night, again.

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Sunday, March 15, 2009


If you prick us, do we not bleed?
If you tickle us, do we not laugh?
If you poison us, do we not die?

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Friday, March 06, 2009

Sometimes in life, not everything goes the way you wished you would like them to go.

And to all those people who thought I was joking about me feeling unconfident about my results, I hope I've convinced you enough and you will practise more sensitivity to others in future.

My officer once told me that we should stop comparing ourselves with others or the cycle will never end. That is so true yet so unavoidable.

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