Monday, July 28, 2008
My sister never fails to amaze me with truckloads of junk food every time she comes back from London. Knowing how much I love chocolates, biscuits and sweets, she specially bought all these for me. (I think she wants me to grow fat, HAHA. Just kidding.)
I'm so happy she's back for now! Now I won't have to stay at home alone the whole day and night at times. I hope we get to go out. It's a pity I have to catch up on my work and everything.
Now it feels really weird going to school without a stick in my hands or a bag stuffed with clothes. It feels so different not have any trainings anymore after 9years of being in a sports CCA. I think I need to go and run soon, I feel my fitness is dipping. Haha.
On the other hand, I guess I will make full use of my minimal time left in VJ. Do what I haven't done for the past one year. Life may go tumbling down, but I won't let it bring me down. I don't care anymore even if I have to bear the burden by myself, as long as I know I'm doing what I must. Every morning 7am. It's tiring, but it's worth the sacrifice. I don't want to leave VJ with regrets.
Prayer works wonders.
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
:)
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.
Things will get better.
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20 months.
And it's over.
It didn't end the way I wished it could, but it's okay. Shall blog more next time.
On the other hand, I really hope certain issues will go fine. It saddens me though because it means much to me.
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Monday, July 21, 2008
To say I'm not sad or okay would be lying.
Today was the biggest match of my life so far and the saddest match too. I'm really at a loss for words now actually. The tears just flowed naturally till a point I could tear no more. Because the team means so much to me and just thinking about all the effort I put into the team since day one, not missing a single training at all, with the exception of one time when I had to go to the doctor, just hit me.
The pain of defeat is just so painful, it cuts deep. The image of the last winning goal being scored against us keeps playingvividly in my head. It took place when there were two seconds left. Why couldn't the two seconds passed earlier. We played our best but I guess some things aren't under our control. I didn't get a chance to play, but I did the best I could by offering the support my teammates needed.
Today we proved that a certain junior college whom everyone thought was the clear distinct unbeatable champions aren't that unbeatable anymore. That I can be assured of. Today we nearly made the miracle everyone out there never saw coming.
I guess no one will ever fully understand the pain we feel right now. After receiving so much injustice through our crucial moments. I really hate faking smiles.
Lord, let not my will but Yours be done. I will still praise you even though we lost. Please help my teammates and I to put it behind us and move on positively.
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
I wished I knew what I should do.. I shouldn't let it affect me. Stay strong maybe?
Anyway, semis tomorrow. Interesting match I guess. May the best team win.
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
All I can say is that I'm sorry. I will do my best and make up for it if I'm given a chance.
anyway, I'm happy for twin that he won his race. He fought back hard to reclaim the medal from cross country and we will fight back too.
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Monday, July 14, 2008
I guess the past week have had its highs and lows.
At the end of the day, i know this truth will always remain -
"That all things work for the good for those who love and trust God"
Many things in life we do not understand why it happens. We question our faiths and God about why certain things have to happen when things do not go our way.
I guess, the reason why we do not understand is because we are not God, and no matter how bad the situation may seem from a human perspective, we will only be able to see the big picture when we begin to embrace it positively with a godly stance.
I'll praise You both in good and bad times.
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Friday, July 04, 2008
Thank you God for blessing my dad and also both the guys and the girls team. :)
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008
And so tomorrow is our first match. I can say I'm quite excited as much as I want my team to win the championship. I'm really praying hard that everything goes well for the team. We have been training so hard for the past 1.5 years together and it is all for two reasons - to bring back the championship trophy to VJ and to make a name for our sport in our school.
The more people tell us we can't, the more we will strive on harder and prove them wrong. Who would have expected us to come so far together. A team which started out a year ago, with no coach for four months and could barely hold a stick properly initially, we came so far, because we desired to win. And we want to win it.
Together as a team, we've been through all the ups and downs together. The pain within my heart still lingers around from the RJ match that we lost a year ago. I was so desperate to win them, so desperate but we just lost it. The pain still remains and leaves me more determined to win them back this year.
I guess the best I can do for my team now is to encourage them and do my part as a team-player. I'm really excited and I guess it'll be different experience from last year, not branding that armband anymore. But I'll still fight hard for my team, because I believe in them.
May both the guys and girls team bring glory to our school. I really believe in you people! I also desire to see the girls team win the champsionships as much as I want the guys team, and I have much faith in you girls too! :)
GO VJ FLOORBALL! LET'S ALL DO IT TOGETHER! WE WILL AND WE CAN. :)
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