Monday, May 30, 2005
as im looking through gazillion photos taken in the past i cant help but laugh not only at myself but also everyone else. it seems as time goes by people grow to look better. i cudnt bear my eyes staring at wat seemed to be me.. n yea ben seck so cute n innocent wen he was sec2 can?! changed so so alot during e past2yrs. n i guess im no exception =\ sum ppl look e same too. haha. it's reali hilarious. it's so funni wen u c ur present schmates dressing up so punkish n grown up..while on the other hand u stare at deir sec1 state n LAFF OUT LOUD..haha. tt's the true meaning of lol. so many ppl hu has unknowningly been swept away from my sea o memories soon resurfaced. the gd old times back at CHS.. the times where everything was so plain n simple yet the annointing and presence of God was so strong.. i wanna relive those moments.. those moments of the past.. those moments where i had undoubtedly been the most innocent boy of my secondary sch life..
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today was shiok badminton day. =) FINALLY BOUGHT MY FREEDOM GUNDAM WHICH COST ME $40 =( it's not tt great la..but i still lyk. haha. too bad tml is chalet day so cant make finish! yea. wasted my afternoon today =\ sad case. haha. let's hope tml will be fun. still wondering y muz cell outing be tml!!! den gotta rush here n dere.. =\
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Friday, May 27, 2005
today's a veri happy day to every secondary sch student. tt's cos today's...THE FREAKING LAST DAY OF SCH XD. haha. met rachel in e bus again. yea. stucked in e hall for quite long. mr ho's farewell..hes gone frm vs after 39yrs!!! yea. got back report card i was lyk SO SAD CAN?! i oni got 7th position in claz la for express students!!!! wahliew..i was to get 3rd la!!!! if oni it was l1r5 n not percentage.. haix.. why does the same thing repeat OVER AND OVER again..every exam CHINESE juz has to be the subjects to pull down my overall n my position..lyk everything either A or B oni got 1 c6 frm chi 2 spoil it =\.. yeala. i wish i can dun take chinese..or take sum cool langauage lyk jap so i can understand anime withou seeing subtitles..LOL..my lvl position was oni 64/285 for express...sigh...Y NO TOP 50 :( lidat oni top 22%..haha..im gonna work hard n aim to get top 10%! but atl east it's almost half the position i got laz yr..i reali reali thank God for making mi so heng..i dun even tink i deserved dis..im guilty tt i did not study hard..changyang smarty boy got freaking 2nd in lvl -.- zai. hes average is lyk 79 marks?!!! 1st is sum indian guy =\ yeala. wish can be lyk dem. now for the comments part..i received the following comments-
"Jonathan has demonstated his keeness in doing well academically but he must still guard against sources of distraction that can come between success and his achievement"
yea. i so agree wif mr khoo abt the sources of distraction part..there were literally so so many distractions b4 my exams..no wonder i cudnt concentrate n did badly :( i shall try working on dem! :)
e rest of the day wasnt much so i shall stop here! xP
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
hmmm.today was ARTS DAY...LYK WHOA...ARTS DAY LEI...THE DAY EVERYBODY GET'S ARTY -.-" yea. today wokeup earlier by 5minin order not to miss the 76 bus n yea. i didnt. n yea rachel did not to. n yea. timing was juz right n she finally spotted mi after lyk 2wks of failed attempts. haha. chatted for a lil while b4 she alighted at tkg. n yea. lidat lor.
arts day is certainly a waste of time. well most of e feedback i gave were tt the thing was LAME. haha. so did the rest. luckily we got all e airconiditioned areas so i can catch my dear precious darling sleep. xP haha. e oni thing nice was e short film thingy. nice film. can be viewed here - http://www.wirelessed.net/takgiu/ go view it. it's worthwhile. now im inspired to make my own short film -.- yea.
went parkway after tt n bought another gundam -.- haha! den went back sch for livewire course -.-" lyk 3/4 of the lvl ponned it la!!!n 1 class had oni 4ppl.. OM chia angry den lidat lor..tml dey all sure kena..well the audotorium's quite a nice place to slp :P
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Monday, May 23, 2005
today was rcc's family day..or rather youth day due to the big presence of youth compared to the adults. LOL. yea. brought my sandwich for nth so had to throw it away. dis yr's not tt fun compared to laz yr..so lil space can? haha. ya i was lyk waiting impatiently to go back to church.
wen reached back church went novena sq outside play play abit. a peculiar game which reali caught much of my attention is twister. n yes i agree tt e game lives up to its name. its a gd form of exercise. lol.
went home den oni to find COUINS IN MY HSE. it's not tt i dislike them but rather cos dey were playing wif my gundam n little rachel broke it -.- obviously i did sumthing abt it. went up to bathe oni to find dem pounding on e toilet door n messing ard my room. n yes i shouted back. n oni left myself to find tt sum of e lego sets in my room disfigured. dey pestered mi non-stop to play ps2 oni to get shooed back to grandma's hse. n btw i saw n play psp which is lyk SO COOL CAN?!!?! yea. thrashed all e other handheld game consoles FLAT as in TOTALLY..haha..i feel lyk getting it but i noe i dun nid it n i alrady got so much stuff liao..so i guess i'll juz wait for ppl to get it den PLAY PLAY PLAY -.- haha. den went over n eat dinner wif relatives. aunt lil came over n taught mi sum piano :) finally! haha.
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Friday, May 20, 2005
i reali thank God for his grace n kindness! today was rather a happy day. i got 2nd in claz in physics which was quite surprising..oni an a2 n dere were no a1s =\ thank u God! i hope i will not be complacent. got an a2 for english as well..i tink i got lyk top5 or near top5 for eng as well..praise the lord..although the teacher tt marked our scripts was veri strict..shes taught rgs wat u expect..she even taught my sis! but o well.. quite sad tt the best compo i eva written oni got 20/21 upon 30..tt shows tt i reali nid to buck up la.. i passed my chi!! lyk 52.25.. more den my chem! haha. i was reali shocked tt my compo got 35/50!! first time!! now wif a result of a splendid 5Cs -.- and 3As my l1r5 is 20 -.-" which oni enables mi to get into the lowest ranking jc -.- "brilliant" kid i am.. i tink i shall stop living in the self pity i had been over the past few days but instead look at it as a lesson learnt! n tt i muz work harder.. it may seem gd to sum ppl or average..but im not sastified..i wanna get more as i feel god does not deserve my low grades yea..so yea..lidat lors.
memories of the past juz began to flow back as i passed by downtown east while gg to jerrel's bdae party at costa sands. downtown east is reali a place of memories tt hopefully will nvr be erased frm my mind. it is the place where i wud remember as the happiest days of my life in the recent years. so many joys n fun times n experiences. a place where time was spent wif ppl dear to me. haha. i shud stop here. e rest for me to noe for you to find out ;) i <3 downtown east. a place of sentimental value in my heart. =)
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
yea. everything's screwed. my comp's screwed cant even use msn or play cs. my exams r seriously screwed..4 Cs how bad can tt go..a great deprovement of everything...SIGH..y i so stupid..im veri sad n depressed wif my grades n yes i noe i deserve it..but not tt bad rites =( learnt a veri big lesson - NOT TO ACT SMART N TINK NOE EVERYTHING N STUDY LAZ MIN TINKING GOD WILL HELP ME..haha yea. claz did lyk shit. everybody's failing.. so many subjects half the claz fail. lucki i havent fail any. but still!! not even a B can?!?!! e oni a1 was emaths which oni had 83..sigh..below my expectations..den amaths best..drop from 96 to 55 -.- while sum freak chi scholar frm 3D got 98.. so demoralizing..to add on to tt..form teacher mr khoo veri kao pei me today cant stand it..i short attention span cnt ar..GOD MADE ME DIS WAY..I LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I AM N I DO NOT CARE WAT U TINK ABT ME..im expecting negative remarks..sigh..today's reali not my day..n 2 add on to tt he freaking asked us 2 do freaking 4 SEQs lyk tt can help lidat..so argh!!!!
LUCKILY my mood changed for the better. ponned traing n went out wif jaslyn n dudley to go watch starwars3. met jaslyn first as dud overslept. yea. sumhow i feel cheered up after getting to tok to somebody whom i haf not met for some time! I juz forgot all my worries abt exam results although we were seeing the papers =\ thx jaslyn u made my day =)! yea. show wasnt too bad neither was it too gd..it's average i wud say..obvious plots and everything seems so predictable..so sad lor..so many jedi kena killed..but i can say tt the show is hilarious..esp darth sidous hu has a poor sense of humour..haha..n yoda is so cute can?! lol. after show walk walk abit den went home wif dud. n yea. im here now at home wif screwed router. =)
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Monday, May 16, 2005
chi paper NO MORE XD I DIDNT LEAVE MY HANYU PINGYING BLANK!!!!! I GOT 1 CORRECt!!SO YAY CAN?!! haha. but i studied my idioms for nth..i didnt noe got no sections on it..nvm..i finished my paper lyk in 1hr cos most of it i anyhow do..den i went 2 slp den teacher woke mi up twice lor!! wahliews.. so i gave up slping n DREW ON MY PAPER HAHA!! tried drawing kakashi frm naruto to no avail.. ending up lyk sum spastic guy.. in e end i erased it off..awww..after tt wenta orchard for lyk e 3rd or 4th time in e past few days -.- n im still gg dere on thurs =\ went wif jake n jansen. go alter my jeans. den jake bought dis reali cute i love roxy girls shirt i felt lyk buying it but i guessed i'd be too paiseh to wear it. haha. tt bugger is watching STARWARS EPISODE 3 GALA PREMIERE NOW CAN!!! SOOOO UNFAIR CAN!! haha. lucky fella. den pangseh mi on thurs..tsktsk! haha. den wenta hard rock cafe for lunch wif mom aunt lil n ps ben grandma n grandaunt..to celebrate a belated mother's day..yea n i treat my mom..owell i hope my sis chips in abit..lucki got sum 1 for 1 deal..and den ps ben wenta complain tt his steak not hot den e manager gave us free deserts can..n e deserts r huge n lyk 2 or 3times the portions of swensens..desert together lyk nearli $30!! God certainly blessed us. it was a delicious n scrumptious meal. nvr had such a gd finish 2 a meal in lyk ages. yea. wenta far east dere christian bookshop n finally got myself a bible. :D tml'ss queensway day! i hope nobody pangsehs anybody!! haha.. 3days to star wars..
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Force Impulse Gundam vs Providence Gundam.. LOL.. im gg gundam-crazy..
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
1 word summarizes it all. SCREWED. yes im screwed. nxt time u c mi dere's probably a screw on my head. :( my mid yrs' SCREWED so am i. haix amaths was a HORRIBLE paper n i meant it.. i lyk nvr do how many qns..n amaths was supposely my best sub..n yes drop frm 96 in ca1 to fail in sa!? haix. haix. my L1R5's doomed. my best subjects were e hardest papers set by teachers :( haix haix. main papers r over n i still feel lyk a bird trapped in an open cage. :( sigh.
well. after sch wenta play street soccer despite the fact tt i dun play soccer, cant play soccer and is loser in soccer! haha. hu cares. i didnt even noe i was playing soccer cos i was kicking ppl most of e time. =P den in evening wenta mit parents in orchard to go dis isetan private sale for oni isetan members. n yes it was freaking crowded. n yea. i spent lyk $140?! now im feeling guilty. haha. bought my levi's jeans!! after lyk 1/2 yr of tahaning my present tight 1 i finally got 1..sumore got 30% discount..so not so ex but still ex..bought an adidas watch for lyk oni $50! and finally GUNDAM MODEL KITS..HAHA..so cool..i made finished 1 already..it's below..
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
omg. i fufilled my dream of being a nerd for 1 day! i actually spend more/less den 1/3 of a day studying..which means 8hrs!!! so cool!! so exciting!! -.-" drats..still got 1 more chapt of geog remaining.. =(
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my eyes r r tired my brain is crammed up. after 5hrs of studying b4 dinner. first time for me :) so proud of me! -.- had no choice. i didnt study my geog b4 tt so had to cram up everything. physics today was pretty ok despite the fact tt i oni had 10min 2 do 2 near 10mark qn.. :( nvm la. it's over. still got loads more to study :( juz look at the state of my room =\
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Monday, May 09, 2005
n yes im right again. whenever i tink i do well for chem i in fact do badly :( i got a pathetic 16/30 for mcq if sources were reliable =( tt's lyk sad case la. now cant get my b3 or a2 oni a miracle can do so. hope i dun screw up physics tml ornot can say bye bye to my l1r5 :( NVM. 3 MORE DAYS DEN CAN PLAY XD
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Friday, May 06, 2005
God is graceful God is merciful and i will not fail chem xD haha! chem wasnt as hard as i expected i hope i get an A2 or B3 but something tells mi i will not do well..why?? cos everytime i tink i do well for chem i do veri badly n it happens all e time. hu cares abt chem la. haha. lyk in real life can apply lidat. ss was even better! i read thru my ss bk lyk less den an hour laz nite n i still noe how to do!! haha. thankfully the chapt i didnt bother reading e merger thing didnt came out in SEQ!! i hope i do well..but dis oso givs mi a bad bad feeling! my day was practically ruined by stupid construction workers doing deir stupid drilling nxt block. lyk so wat can. make until so loud wan slp oso cnt..wan study oso cnt..den wad u expect mi 2 do..n yea..it made mi veri veri moody..n i can say tt my whole afternoon was wasted away juz lidat..
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
first paper today. n yes once again i survived gg to a chi compo exam wif a chi-eng dictionary even thou it's not allowed! :D it's been 3yrs since i laz sat for an exam in the hall. n it was surprising tt dey didnt allow hps or mp3s etc in e exam hall. my ipod kena confiscated during eng paper. haha. but dey returned it back. i had a feeling i wrote the most sensible n knowlegeble essay i've eva written but i had to face the fact tt it is not impressive enuff. it was abt greed -.- den after exam got back chem claz test. n i got 13/25! -.-" 3-4hrs of studying the nite b4 apparently didnt help. demoralising i can put it. judging the fact tt ppl hu studied less scored more n tt e paper is much easier to chem mid yr tml. leave everything in God's hands. tml's gonna be tough..as in super super tough la..haha.
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Monday, May 02, 2005
im so rocks la. i juz found out today tt chem n ss is on fri ni dunno lyk 90%!!!!! so omg la. n here am i spending hours online playin pool... so rocks rite.. sumbody pls save mi =\
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
I've been thinking lately about You
When it hit me from nowhere, out of the gray
Everything's been coming together
Now that I've moved beyond myself
And wrapped my head around something else
It's not about me, it's gotta be about You
(Everyday and...)
All I wanna see is who You're turning me into
(In every way and...)
I will not forget that You said You'd always lead me through
To who I wanna be, making every part of me about You
I’ve been spending so much time disconnected
I was searching for perfection inside myself
But I finally turned away from my reflection
I saw Your world outside my door
And everything that I'd been looking for
So I'll lay down my pride 'cause You laid down Your life
And I'm giving up all that's holding me back
And clinging to You
And You'll lead me through
Cause You always do
Yes indeed it's all abt u Lord n not abt me. Dis song's reali meaningful yea? n oso reminds us not to place ME above God..
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