Friday, October 05, 2007
so here it is... the 500th blogpost.
nothing fantastic though.
i wouldn't say im in the best of moods to blog about anything.
i already forsee great trouble that lay ahead. piano exam results are out, and i'll get them over the weekend if my teacher keeps her word. i'm not yet prepared to face the reality of a fail grade. all my hard work, effort and sacrifices.
following week will be the release of the results. i studied my social life away but i know studying ain't any good without proper brains. i'm just so afraid i'll break down any moment.
i just have this feeling after next week i'm going to be a whole different person.
many things have happenned. i have so many things to settle. no, i'm not going to blog them here because some stuffs are really too personal. this seemingly good life of mine isn't that good afterall.
then again, what helps more than falling down hard on the ground shrewn with broken glass pieces and mending those sore, open wounds back one by one, pulling the shards of glass out piece by piece. these wounds will always be marked with scars that remain for life. i'm not really a graphic person, but yeah, you get the point.
bleah, why do i even bother to think so much..
care so much about the little things in life...
when life doesn't give a shit.
i rather be a homer simpson and know donuts and nothing else... just kidding.
can life get any freaking better?
Posted at 10:45 PM
