Tuesday, June 05, 2007
relationships.
i see many more of my friends either getting into relationships or showing strong affections towards a particular person of the opposite sex. i look at myself and i wonder why am i not very much into this sort of things now. i really wonder why.
i thought back about the crazy times in secondary school when i used to chase after l____ so madly. then again, it wasn't that bad a choice either as she's still one of the best i think. that sort of infuation was youthful ignorance. at least i had somebody whom i could occupy my mind with.
it feels kind of weird now. everybody keeps talking about their beloveds whether be it sad or happy or neutral or whatever. i really wonder if i'm quite normal. i don't even want to admit or tell people if i found somebody hot/pretty only on certain rare occasions.
at least i comfort myself with the fact that i'm not chasing an unreal reality. that usually happens most of the time. not that i have much confidence to embark on such a "journey" on the other hand.
ahh. this post is random.
Posted at 10:42 PM
