Saturday, June 09, 2007
oh boy, suddenly i find myself having a lack of meaning to go on.
i see everything as quite meaningless.
i cant peform well in my floorball lately, and i have to say it's quite depressing as competition's a few weeks from now and as a captain i want to help my team become stronger. i don't know why i can't really improve much no matter how much i practise at home. i don't want to end up being bored of floorball. i can do the drills just fine, but i can't deliever during a match.
not to mention the pressure of midyears, especially when there are super smart people around who takes like so little time to study finish an entire chapter. and when you freaking mug in public people thinks you are a freaking mugger and expects you to do well.
ahhh nonsense. it's really not like for O's.
all i wish is to have someone there for me again... like before..
Posted at 11:51 PM
