Friday, May 04, 2007
it's so late.
i stayed up and did my geometric progression for maths.
on a normal training day, i would just go home, eat my dinner, do the necessary stuff and go to sleep without doing any work.
but today was different.
i was determined.
i was just as tired and worn out as any other day.
but i decided not to let it get the better of me.
i sat there for 2 and a half hours and did my maths tutorial.
the words he said just ran through my mind.
that teacher.
i shall prove to you once more i can train, finish a GP essay and master a chapter of maths in half a day.
my subject teachers in VJ really hate me i swear.
i really miss my subject teachers in VS, they were far more understanding and concerned about our well-being.
i really think i got sent to the wrong class.
everyone's so smart and hardworking, while i'm stuck at the bottom struggling like a piece of unwanted crap to the teachers. just because i'm like the only one who at times doesn't do tutorials and my level of intelligence is apparently not as high as the others thus i get FREAKING PICKED ON. I'M PISSED. and it's SO OBVIOUS. what the hell. okay fine. i know i didn't do much work in the first 3 months but i've decided to change and have started doing my work long time ago. if only i had my VS teachers back. it's really a pity that my present chinese teacher is so very nice to us. i wished she could have taught me for other subjects..
argh.
it's not fair. other classes don't even do their tutorials and nothing happens to them..
i'm seriously in the wrong class.
perhaps even in the wrong school.
i feel much better at the top, where the air is fresher.
Posted at 1:55 AM
