Saturday, April 28, 2007
today is one of the worst days of the year.
i dare say so.
why why why?
why must i fall sick at such a time like this.
what bad timing.
we had a friendly match against millenia institute and it was the first session our new coach had with us.
we won 14-7.
it was great play by the team and i'm really impressed by my teammates. good job guys!
but i played like crap, literally.
i think even if i didn't play there won't be much of a difference.
i've never felt more helpless.. running around the court for the ball while coughing at every other instance. i couldn't even last a minute on the court before i was breathless. i wanted to stop so many times, but couldn't bring myself to. i didn't want to admit my sickness got the better of me. such stubbornness.
i felt so weak.
i wanted to do my part and encourage and spur my teammates on but my body won't just give me the strength to do so.
why why why.
i think i need a really good rest.
i'm just so sad i gave the new coach a not so good impression.
how can the captain be playing like that.
to add to that..
i was so freaking late for church today.
what bad attitude..
i didn't expect it to end so late either..
i need discipline.
nevermind, i shall work harder and have many trainings ahead.
sometimes i just set too high expectations of myself, and i find myself not achieving them and blaming myself and all.
that's what my life have been for the past 16years.
maybe i should give "me" a break.
haha.
actually i'm quite happy with our enormous win today even though i didn't do much. this proves that VJ FLOORBALL is SOMETHING... not just some lousy team that others think of us. i really hate it when people comment on our lack of experience and say we're not good etc. just because we used to not have a coach and most of us just picked up the sport.
BUT HEY. WE WON!!! 14-7 SOMEMORE!!!
i guess mr loke will be happy for us :D
now floorball is not a sports cca to be laughed at..
we got coach already okay!!!
(and yes, we pay for our own coach... vj doesn't want to help us pay for a coach -.-.. they rather spend the money elsewhere.. nvm.. we shall change it when we win our competition in july)
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