Saturday, March 18, 2006

one by one, incident by incident, year by year He dug them out.

all the hurtful incidents that i chose to hide within me all slowly dug out.

it was only the primary school incidents i was reminded of and there were so many.

all i could remember so vividly. somehow.

there was no escape from it, and i knew i had to face it today.

as i sat there and cried.

God was slowly helping me let go of them.

a time of moulding it is.

i think there's really much more i have to dig up and surrender.

i realised how much these events has shaped me into whatever character and different personalities i have over the years. how much i did to prove my worth to everyone. studies, sports and all. it was a thing of the past.

at least now i know how much God has brought me through and i THANK Him. :)

Posted at 10:50 PM