Friday, March 24, 2006

i just so hate things the way they are.

four out of six jumps FOULED. in my last year in vs. i dont mind losing out on a medal, but it just had to be someone who doesnt really go training to take my placing with a one good jump that really got me on my nerves. i just so hate that feeling. at least i did a good distance which could have gotten me silver.. but it was a foul. -.-" argh. i just so hate competition.

life is really unfair. it's always the result people bother about, not the effort put in. that's the way people judge you in sports. i bet he is going to go on bragging about his achievement when he did not train. i just get so sick and tired of all these competitions. when i go jc i'll go join some "i love to read books" club.

competition in sports. competition in studies. competition in everything else. i just hate this sort of competitive lifestyle i have now. i really wish i was not in such an enviroment. is that the reason why so many people are migrating away? to run away from the competition of the society. i guess so.

i still dont know what would be the outcome. shall leave it to God.

got back my report slip today. results were average. l1r5 13 msg 3.0 overall percentage 69.8. i deserved it lah. never put in effort.

BUT the weirdest thing was that mr ho gave me the following remarks:



it says : Jonathan is showing signs of a spectacular progress in his grades. Strive harder in the weaker areas. This could be the precursor to his academic glory.

*now mentioning about the line in bold*

my reply to him when i received my slip was like : sir, are you trying to be sarcastic here? haha.

so cool la. i didnt know deproving meant that i was showing signs of a spectacular progress. anyway thanks sir for your nice remarks! :)

and finally, i am so glad it is THE END of the most pressurizing, stressful and the most let-down week of the year. i've never been faced with so many problems in a week before. maybe the greatest miracle God has done this week is that i am still alright. :)

thanks to those who encouraged. :)

Posted at 11:24 PM