Thursday, May 19, 2005
yea. everything's screwed. my comp's screwed cant even use msn or play cs. my exams r seriously screwed..4 Cs how bad can tt go..a great deprovement of everything...SIGH..y i so stupid..im veri sad n depressed wif my grades n yes i noe i deserve it..but not tt bad rites =( learnt a veri big lesson - NOT TO ACT SMART N TINK NOE EVERYTHING N STUDY LAZ MIN TINKING GOD WILL HELP ME..haha yea. claz did lyk shit. everybody's failing.. so many subjects half the claz fail. lucki i havent fail any. but still!! not even a B can?!?!! e oni a1 was emaths which oni had 83..sigh..below my expectations..den amaths best..drop from 96 to 55 -.- while sum freak chi scholar frm 3D got 98.. so demoralizing..to add on to tt..form teacher mr khoo veri kao pei me today cant stand it..i short attention span cnt ar..GOD MADE ME DIS WAY..I LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I AM N I DO NOT CARE WAT U TINK ABT ME..im expecting negative remarks..sigh..today's reali not my day..n 2 add on to tt he freaking asked us 2 do freaking 4 SEQs lyk tt can help lidat..so argh!!!!
LUCKILY my mood changed for the better. ponned traing n went out wif jaslyn n dudley to go watch starwars3. met jaslyn first as dud overslept. yea. sumhow i feel cheered up after getting to tok to somebody whom i haf not met for some time! I juz forgot all my worries abt exam results although we were seeing the papers =\ thx jaslyn u made my day =)! yea. show wasnt too bad neither was it too gd..it's average i wud say..obvious plots and everything seems so predictable..so sad lor..so many jedi kena killed..but i can say tt the show is hilarious..esp darth sidous hu has a poor sense of humour..haha..n yoda is so cute can?! lol. after show walk walk abit den went home wif dud. n yea. im here now at home wif screwed router. =)
Posted at 10:51 PM