Sunday, January 30, 2005
i guess today's one of e best cell meetings in a long time. not bcos it was fun but certainly cos of how much God has revealed to me. already during the sermon it struck me wat haf i done in vs for the past two years to make a difference?! n i've realised im havent done much..so quick n fast 1/2 of my life in vs is over..n i reali cnt go into vs n come out not doing anything..God muz haf sent me there for a reason..a big burden for e ppl in vs was placed on my shoulder..im juz sad to see the enviroment in sch..hearing 4 letter words at least every period or more..ppl doing/toking sick stuff in claz..worst thing tt saddens me is tt..my sch is considered gd compared to neighbourhood schs..im sad to know but this certainly is reality..but i believe we christians can do something abt it by not following e crowd ;) i guess the first thing i wud lyk to change is my sleeping habit..it seems tt sleeping has certainly taken over me =x go bus first thing slp..go sch first thing rush to claz n slp..lesson useless slp..kena punishment slp..everything slp..it may seem lyk e most sensible thing to do as can conserve energy but i guess it givs ppl a bad image..tt's 1 thing i seriously haf to change..haha..hope able to do it..during cell we prayed for lyk over half an hour..considered quite long for prayer in cell..sumhow i juz broke down n started crying out for desperation for e lost to arise in me n we prayed n prayed n prayed in our groups..it was reali reali great :D it's been a long time since i've prayed lidat..n i guess im gonna start praying for ppl lyk shengwei, shannon, prabin, timothy, jolin..i juz feel i shud pray for dis ppl to come to noe e lord..no matter how hard it may seem..n im reali glad God has done a great work in my life :D! haha. i duno where wud i be without him!! it's been 1 wk n i havent got depressed yet!! first time!! :D guess God reali is great.. N was juz looking thru jake's photo gallery n he looks so cute 1yr ago!!haha..
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